Friday, October 13, 2017

Perpetual Triangles


                Gia Stillman is a student at New York University (NYU).  The main area of classes for NYU is on West 4th street and University Place in Greenwich Village.  She lives with her parents in their apartment on 59th and Sutton Place.  Like many others, she commutes to school each day.  Gia was slightly promiscuous her first semester at NYU, hooking up with approximately eight guys.  Despite all this, she was never happy at NYU until she met Blake second semester. 

                Blake was a 5’9” broad shouldered boy.  They were in the same grade but Gia was a couple months older.  Despite their liking each other as couples, Blake despised commitment because his parents would look unfavorably on his being with a girl while in school.  This hurt Gia but she learned to deal with it and gave up on her wishes for a typical couple relationship.  As happy as Blake made her, the void of not having an official boyfriend forced her to seek other men. She did, however, always tell Blake of any acts of indiscretion.  Blake admitted one act of indiscretion on his part, to which Gia was vehemently opposed.  Gia couldn’t say much as soon as Blake mentioned that he had not shown any anger with the variety of guys she had hooked up with since their relationship started.  Despite the freedom they gave each other, neither party took full advantage.  Even at times of faithfulness, Gia always had a romantic interest in a past boyfriend named Mike that currently went to Rochester.  Nobody, not even Blake, could ever measure up to Mike.  Given this, throughout the relationship, there always was a triangle with romantically involved counterparts of Gia. 

                Beginning of Sophomore year, Gia and Mike didn’t speak as often as they had before, thus breaking the triangle and leaving another void left to be filled for Gia.  The void would be filled in September when Gia was moving her brother into Tulane in New Orleans.  At this time, her and Blake had been seeing each other for six months.  As Gia and her family escorted Doug, Gia’s brother, to Tulane, the student resident helper was someone Gia knew.  It was an individual named Benji that she had hooked up with a couple years ago.  Gia was shocked with the coincidence and ended up spending a lot of time with Benji during her stay in New Orleans.  Things did progress between them and Gia ended up having intercourse with him.  Upon returning to NYU, she did not tell Blake of her activities in New Orleans.  Benji called Gia every morning and when Gia visited Doug for parents weekend, they fornicated again.  On one occasion, Benji flew to New York to take Gia, who was in avid tennis player, to the US open.  During his stay, Gia stayed with him at his hotel and had sex with him.  Given all this, the void was filled and Gia’s triangle was complete.

                Even with couples, however, long distance relationships prove difficult.  Benji and Gia spoke less and less and by mid-October, the triangle was broken.  Luckily for Gia, it happened around the same time that Mike started up conversations with her.  Although Mike did complete the triangle, physical activity wasn’t going on.  To Gia, Mike was more than a superficial physical relationship, he had her heart and any guy she would have relations with was just practice for Mike.  Now the triangle is complete, so everything should be okay.  But there are more than two sides to a triangle.

                Blake worked at the NYU gym and found himself busy with work or fraternity activities, thus every waking hour could not be spent with Gia. Gia prepared for this by scheduling her classes to be the same as one of her close friend’s, Larry.  Larry and Gia briefly had relations before Gia was with Blake but Gia felt he was too overbearing and cut it off before it escalated into anything official.  Larry was also a sophomore and in the same program and major as Gia, thus needed to take the same classes.  Since Larry planned on double majoring, one class was without Gia.  Larry, like Gia, didn’t have a job and so Gia spent any moment not with Blake or at home with Larry.  Since Gia rarely found herself at home, her time was almost exclusively taken up by one of the two.  Gia commented multiple times that although on the surface Larry and Blake were different, the core personalities were similar.  The personality traits that Blake lacked, Larry filled in.  One similarity was that both were generally very amicable people but talked about a darker violent side that emerges when they become extremely mad.  Although it appears Gia is filling a void with Larry, Larry couldn’t be considered a third link of the broad romantic interest triangle.  After all, there was no romantic interest toward Larry.  Gia, however, does not only possess one triangle.  Neither Mike nor Benji go to NYU, thus there needs to be an NYU triangle that fills the void she had first semester of her Freshman year.  This wasn’t an equal triangle, for one link was romantic, the other was friendship. 

Although Larry usually maintains friendly terms with members of the opposite sex, he is a heterosexual and sometimes feelings arise toward his female friends.  He mistook the vast amounts of time with Gia and the way she would tell him about what kind of guy’s she hooks up with (to which, Larry fit the descriptions) and the excuses to spend the night over his dorm for Gia liking him more than a friend.  After consulting almost all his friends on what to do, and getting near unanimous advice to make a move or tell her how he felt, he decided he’d tell her.  Every time he got close to making a move, however, he made an excuse why it was not the right time.  The day Larry decided to tell her, he found himself at a movie with two of his friends (one was also friends with Gia named Stephanie).  After the movie Stephanie left leaving Larry with his friend Julio, whom Gia knew but was not friends with, and Gia.  Larry tried thinking how to ask Julio if he could go to dinner alone with Gia in Spanish (Julio was Salvadorian) but said aloud, “I don’t know how to say it in Spanish”

Gia heard this and realized that Larry wanted to tell Julio something without her knowing.  This bothered Gia because she was an extremely nosy person.  Julio pulled Larry aside but Gia walked right around. As they walked toward the restaurant Larry told Julio that he wanted to have dinner alone with Gia.  Julio, who is also sensitive and has to know everything, inquired why.  Larry informed Julio that he wanted to tell her how he felt about her.  Julio wanted Larry to proofread one of his papers but understood why Larry wanted privacy.  Despite that, he pulled Larry aside behind Gia and tried talking to him.  Gia immediately turned around and said, “Why do you keep doing this? I don’t want to eat with you guys if you’re going to be like this”

Julio responded, “No, this time I want to tell him something”

“Fine, you know what if you’re going to be like this, I’m just going to leave” as she stormed off

Larry went to chase after but Julio pulled him back and asked him “What should I do while you’re at dinner?”

Larry was a little taken aback by the question since he felt Julio should understand that he has to run after her now so quickly said, “I don’t know walk around or something”

“But when are you going to grade my paper?  And what am I supposed to do be bored for a while?”

“Go to Washington Heights (where Julio lived) I’ll meet you up there after I’m done

“You’re coming to Washington Heights?”

“Yes” he said as he took off in the direction Gia stormed off.

He caught up with her and asked her to talk.  Gia said, “I don’t feel like speaking with you right now”

“Look, all I wanted to ask him was if I could have dinner alone with you”

“Bullshit”

“Why do you think he’s not here?”

“Because you told him I got mad and you had to take care of it or something”

Although this made sense, it wasn’t the truth so Larry said, “Can we just go to dinner and talk, I want to tell you something”

“Why can’t Julio know?”

“He already knows”

“He knows but I don’t?”

“Yes”

Gia calmed and they walked toward the restaurant then Gia, who was supposed to be at a sorority meeting soon, said, “I don’t have time to eat, I have to get my car, and get to the meeting”

“Can you come over after the sorority meeting and we can talk then?”

“Why don’t we talk on the way to my car?”

If there was a worst time to have the conversation he was about to have with Gia, it was now but he had to.  While walking on the sidewalk toward Gia’s car, Larry said, “Look, I’ve realized lately that I like you more than a friend and I was just wondering if the feelings are reciprocated at all?”

“You know my answer to this”

“Blake?”

“Yea, I know I cheat on him but my feelings are still toward him”

“Alright”

After a long pause Gia asked, “So who knows?”

“Pretty much everyone”

“So they’re all going to hate me now?”

“No, why would they hate you?”

“I dunno”

They started talking about school but the topic came up again when Gia said, “So is there going to be awkwardness now?”

“Not on my part how about yours?”

“No but I just feel like you hate me now”

“Why would I hate you? I asked you a question you answered it, it’s that simple, your friendship is way too important to me to let this end it”

“I agree”

“Okay then”

They got to the parking garage Gia parks at and got her car.  Gia entered the car and Larry started toward the entrance, Gia rolled down the passenger window and said, “Aren’t you going to get in?”

“You’re giving me a ride?”

“Well yea”

“I live two blocks away I can walk”

“Just get in”

“Alright thanks”

Gia drove Larry to his dorm, they European kissed (cheek to cheek and kiss the air) good-bye and Gia went to her meeting.  There was no awkwardness between them since their friendship was very strong.

                Since Larry and Blake were two of the most important males in Gia’s life, if something was bothering Gia, she often took it out on them.  Blake always got the worst of it as Gia often called him a piece of shit, and accused him of never doing anything for her.  Upon these accusations Blake would just ask, “Are you okay?”  He seldom defended himself but every now and then he did mention his doing things for Gia, like installing her wireless Internet in her apartment.  The things that Gia was referring to, though hardly spoke of them, was that Blake didn’t do the little things for instance, walking her places. 

                Things were going well for Gia, both triangles were complete and each link knew their role.  Triangles, however, are imperfect figures.  Blake had finally had enough of Gia’s spontaneous verbal assaults.  He knew about Larry, and he was paranoid that when Larry walked Gia everywhere and spent any time Blake wasn’t with her with her that he was trying to show him up.  The anger built up inside until it flowed through his veins. He called Gia and invited her to his dorm.  Gia always complied with this invitation, only this time; Gia was about to discover what Blake meant when he had talked about what happens when he becomes extremely angry. 

                Blake met Gia in the lobby of his dorm and signed her in like he had multiple times before.  For some reason, this time was different though because Blake had a stern look on his face.  Gia asked while waiting for the elevator “What’s wrong?”

                “Nothing”

                “I know you, something’s wrong”

                “We’ll talk when we get in my room”

                Gia and Blake arrived at his dorm and entered to find his roommate Mark with a sad but accepting look on his face.  Gia felt awkward but wasn’t sure if she was imagining things.  Blake grabbed her forcibly by the arm and pushed her on the bed.  Gia got up and faced Blake standing a few inches from him and yelled, “What the fuck is wrong with you? Why the fuck did you throw me?”

                Blake firmly grabbed her biceps and stared into her eyes.  As Gia stared back at his cold green eyes a shiver slid down her spine; for the first time, she was afraid of Blake.  Blake spoke slowly but firmly and said, “I know we’re not going out, but you’ve always been honest with me when you hooked up with someone else, so I’m going to ask you this once, are you fucking Larry?”

                Gia relaxed a bit since she felt the question was ridiculous and snapped back, “No! Absolutely not”

                Blake released his grip and looked away and said,  “You really leave me no choice, you stand there in my room, look me in the eyes, and lie. So my response is fuck you bitch!” as he slapped her across the face. 

                Gia tumbled to the ground her face stinging but the mental hurt was far worse.  She looked at Mark in desperation but he just shook his head.  Blake taunted, “Did you honestly think Mark would be on your side?”

                Gia looked from Blake to Mark shocked and scared.  She was helpless so she could only lower her head and cry.  Blake grabbed her by the shoulders, hoisted her up and slammed her against the wall.  He said, “Call Larry, and I’ll show you what I do when I’m mad.”

                “Blake, stop it!”

                Gia’s response came as a punch in the stomach as the wind flew out of her body and she collapsed to her knees. She panted, and Blake held out a phone and unscrupulously suggested, “You can’t take more of this Gia, call him, save yourself, be selfish for once, call for the execution of your secret love.”

                Gia panted but managed through tears, “He’s only a friend…He did come on to me… but I turned him down… for you.”  Looking up at Blake during the last two words.

                Gia felt Blake’s fist jam into the back of her neck smashing her face against the ground.  Blood matriculated from her nose and flowed to her lips.  The taste of her own blood caused her to cry more.  She didn’t want to call Larry.  She thought Larry would never be able to beat someone the size of Blake.  She took out her cell phone hating every minute and wishing there was someone to help her.  Blake walked behind her and crouched down next to her ear and whispered, “Don’t do anything stupid, just call Larry.”

                “What should I tell him?”

                “To come over for some drinks”

                Gia slowly dialed the number holding back tears desperately trying to compose herself.  She couldn’t isolate her thoughts from the fact that she was calling for a close friend to be brutally beaten.  Gia had never experienced a fight, she hadn’t the skin for it, but there was no option.  She finished the number and pressed, “send.”  Blake massaged her shoulders in the hope she wouldn’t sound hurt so that Larry wouldn’t suspect anything.  Larry answered, “Hey”

                “Hi” she said hurt

                “What’s wrong?”

                “Nothing, Blake’s inviting you over for drinks”

                Larry was suspicious; he had only had very superficial and brief conversations with Blake.  They had never been out drinking nor ever hung out together.  He knew something was up but he had no fear.  Larry grew up having temper tantrums and becoming violent.  He also had a brother that was five years his elder and he and his friends would beat on Larry when Larry would attack them.  As he grew older, he developed a high tolerance for pain and knowledge how to fight people bigger than he.  He said to Gia, “Tell Blake I’ll be there in no more than five minutes”

                Larry walked the five blocks to Blake’s dorm with a purpose.  He was ready to fight but when he saw Blake he held it in to be signed in.   When Larry saw Blake he shook his hand and said hi but after that there was no conversation all the way to his dorm room.  Blake figured Larry knew that it wasn’t a friendly visit and wondered why he came in the first place. As he walked in Mark grabbed Larry from behind and put him in a half nelson.  Larry didn’t fight he just looked at Gia’s hurt eyes with tear stains on her cheeks and blood emulating from her nose over her lips.  Mark was broad and had very defined cut muscles.  Blake’s shoulders were half his height and had bulky biceps and upper region along with his legs.  Larry was scrawny, it seemed he had no chance of escaping the hold or winning the fight.

                Blake said, “You idiot, you think I’d invite you over for drinks when you’re fucking my girl?”

                “She’s not your girl Blake, you’re too much of a fucking pussy to ask her out”

                Blake’s eyes widened in surprise at Larry’s complete lack of fear.  He blurted out “Excuse me?”

                “You’re a pussy Blake, a little bitch that can’t stand up to his parents,” he started in a high pitched mocking tone “Oh mommy and daddy says I shouldn’t date and focus on work,” continuing normally, “Please, you’re such a fucking momma’s boy it disgusts me.”

                Blake punched him across the face with his right hand in frustration and anger and cockily looked at Larry.  Larry turned his head to face Blake and smiled to Blake’s shock and said, “I hope you can hit harder than that”

                Blake punched him again, this time with his left hand.  Larry nodded his head afterward and said, “Maybe you should let Gia try”

                Gia looked up unsure if that was said in spite toward her or to further anger Blake.  She was confused on many levels.  The main reason being Larry was not only conscious but also smiling.  Blake struck Larry with another right. Larry looked and said, “Mark, you better not let go because if that’s the best he can punch, I’d kill him if I had my arms” Blake shook his head in confusion he contemplated to hit him but wasn’t sure.  Larry taunted further, “Come on kid, you told Gia you could take a guy out with one punch (one of the many things Gia had told Larry about him), you’ve had three and you haven’t even hurt me”

                Blake thumped him again with his left hand opening it and closing it after contact.  Larry saw this and had the biggest smile while saying, “Okay Blake, you’re a rational person.  To you, four punches I shouldn’t be standing, but maybe I’m using Mark to support my weight and that’s the only reason I haven’t fallen.  Tell Mark to let go, see if I fall to the floor, in which case you can use your legs.  Not to mention you already have a head start in the fight.  Even in gladiator, Cesar was going to fight Maximus after he stabbed him.  Besides I see you flexing your hand, these shots are hurting you.”

                Blake screamed “FUCK YOU!” and took his largest swing with his right hand; Larry turned his head so that the fist would hit the back of his head.  Blake screamed out in pain, for the back of the head is the hardest part and when a fist strikes it, the aggressor can easily break his knuckles.  He grabbed his right hand and walked toward Larry angry.  Larry kicked him in the solar plexus and Blake bent a little bit.  He was down long enough for Larry to lean against Mark and throw his legs on top of Blake’s back.  As Blake shot his upper body up he torpedoed Larry around over Mark’s head so that his arms wrapped around Mark’s waist while Mark’s upper body was bent back with his face in Larry’s chest.  Larry hoisted Mark so that his waist balanced on Larry’s shoulder and Mark’s body was parallel to the floor.  Larry then ran forward and Mark looked up just as Larry slammed his face into the wall knocking Mark unconscious and falling face down on the floor.  Larry turned to Blake no longer smiling. He did say, “I did nothing the first time you made Gia cry.  This time, I’m doing something about it”  (there was one occasion Gia came to Larry’s dorm crying because of Blake but Blake didn’t know about it).

                Blake looked at Gia confused.  Larry ran at him and drove his shoulder into Blake’s solar plexus chopping at the back of his knees tackling him to the ground.  Larry drove his fists into Blake’s face repeatedly.  Blake grabbed Larry’s arms and threw him off him.  He got up hurt and faced Larry.  Blake grabbed him and lifted him up but Larry squirmed as he was being hoisted up, put both his feet on Blake’s shoulders and pushed off landing on his back and sending Blake flying back to the ground.  Blake ran at Larry but he sidestepped him and put one foot in front of Blake’s leg and kicked the back of his shin of the same leg tripping Blake onto his face.  Larry and Blake shot up simultaneously and faced each other.  Blake had blood on his face but so did Larry.  Blake swung his arm but Larry ducked under it and got four shots in on Blake’s kidneys before Blake threw his arm back around, but again Larry ducked it and uppercutted Blake on the way back up.  Blake took two steps back and Larry jabbed him in the nose.  Blake backed up more and Larry sprinted forward and jumped to the side driving his knee into Blake’s stomach causing Blake to bend over and Larry put him in a headlock and forced Blake’s face into his knee.  Blake lifted his upper body up taking Larry with him.  Larry used the arm not around Blake’s head to punch him in the face while keeping his legs behind Blake to add weight pushing him back.  It worked as Blake toppled backward to the ground.  Larry got up and stomped at Blake’s midsection and kicked him in the face each time he lifted it.  Blood came from Blake’s face and mouth from spitting up blood.  Larry then jumped in the air and landed knees first on Blake’s solar plexus knocking the wind out of him.  Larry drove his fist into Blake’s face for each syllable of, “You think you’re tough for hitting a girl a third of your size, now try a guy half your size.”  Blake’s eyes had long since glazed over in unconsciousness.  Larry took off his shirt and placed one foot on Blake’s chest and brought his arms angling down pointing at his waist and flexed his arms, abs and chest and said, “Look, I’m not even that big”

                Mark had awoken at this time and charged at Larry, Larry ducked down wrapped his arms around Mark’s legs as he approached and thrusted his upper body up catapulting Mark over his head and bouncing off the wall to the ground on the back of his head and neck with his legs snapping over him.  Larry walked over to Mark, who was barely conscious and said, “By the way, tell Blake that I wasn’t even hooking up with Gia.”

Larry took one glance at Gia and stormed out putting his shirt on as he walked briskly.  Gia chased after him but Larry quickened the pace.  Gia yelled after him thinking that Larry was storming off because he was mad at her.  Larry didn’t bother waiting for the elevator and ran down the stairs hoping Gia wouldn’t follow since she hated stairs.  It didn’t work; Gia ran after him and chased him all the way to his dorm.  Larry stopped in the lobby before the locked door that the security guard had to buzz to let him in.  Larry went to the guard and began signing Gia in. Gia saw him huddled over the clipboard and was confused that he was signing her in when she thought he was mad at her.  Gia gave the security guard her license and both her and Larry got buzzed in with the elevator open and waiting.  Larry walked in and Gia followed as he took it to the eleventh floor where he lived.  On the way up Gia started, “Larry, look…”

                “Don’t talk”

                “I know…”

                “You don’t know shit”

                “Can you just…”

                “Shut up”

                The elevator arrived at the eleventh floor.  Gia found herself mad at Larry but couldn’t really say anything.  Larry walked down the hall to his room and opened the door and proceeded straight for his bed where he collapsed.  Gia followed but froze when she saw how forcefully Larry hit the bed.  He was panting now and, for the first time, looked hurt.  Gia looked down at him and all her anger dissipated and she showed compassion.  Larry said between breaths, “Damn that kid hits hard”

                Gia was shocked with this and after a couple seconds to recover she yelled, “What?”

                Larry smiled, he said, “Gia, when I fight my adrenaline is pumping too fast to feel pain, I feel it when I’m done.  I didn’t want Mark and Blake to see me hurt so I ran out of there, I snapped at you in the elevator because I needed to keep it going so I didn’t collapse then.  I held it all in for when I got back to my room.”

                Gia didn’t fully understand but didn’t push any further.  She just asked, “Are you okay?”

                “Next time run”

                “What?”

                “I was fighting two people bigger than me, one had me in a half nelson, you shouldn’t have stayed you should have gotten the fuck out of there.”

                “It was my fault you were there”

                “Blake was kicking your ass, you should have called me.”

                “So you’re not mad”

                “I’m upset because you didn’t run.  You worried me back there, what if I lost, then you’re at their mercy again”

                “I felt bad just leaving you”

                “Felt bad?  Gia listen, Blake wanted you to watch as he beat the living shit out of me.  What do you think would have happened if you ran?  Mark would be forced to let go of me and then I could have fought Blake without him having free shots on me.  And every time Mark would try to help, you could keep trying to get away. If you did get away, I accomplished what I wanted…to help you.  It doesn’t matter if I get my ass kicked.  I’ve gotten my ass kicked before; I wanted to make sure you got away to safety.  So you should have ran for all these reasons”  Larry’s voice was very weak and he panted at the end groaning for having said so much.  Gia just looked dumbfounded.  Larry noticed this and said, “Don’t’ worry you know for next time.”

                “So, you’re not mad at me for calling you.”

                “Fuck no”

                “Oh, well here let me take care of you.” As she got a paper towel and started dabbing his cuts on his face, which she just really noticed now.  Gia and Larry slept in the same bed but they remained plutonic.  Even if Larry wanted to, he didn’t have the energy to hook up with her.  Gia fell asleep cuddled in Larry’s arms. 

                The next day Blake tried apologizing but Gia wasn’t hearing it.  She snapped at him and Blake accepted losing Gia.  Gia and Larry remained friends for there was no point in going out since Larry was leaving for Florence in a couple months.  That night, Gia saw the two links of the NYU triangle both show her the side they’ve claimed existed but she never saw.  It turned out that Larry’s side was much darker.  Now, the only question is, who would be next to complete the romantic link of the NYU triangle? 

 

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