Friday, June 1, 2018

Lesbian Rapists


                Samantha was half Puerto Rican half Polish.  She had grown up in the five towns of Long Island.  While there she became extremely close friends with a Dominican girl named Janilsa .   Unlike Janilsa, Sam didn’t like living in New York. Her parents had a house in Ft Myers, Florida and as soon as she graduated college, she moved down to Florida and rid herself of living in New York.  Throughout her life, she had a great fear of being raped.  This caused her never to be attracted to guys that could physically dominate her but to go for scrawny dirty men that needed her and became dependant.  She had a natural distrust of men and assumed all of them were rapists. 

 

                Janilsa never felt that she had a strong attraction to males.  She had some male friends but unlike most girls, she really did put her female friends way above the male ones.  Of all her friends she had met in college or before, Sam was by far her closest friend.  This is why it really saddened her when Sam moved to Florida because she wouldn’t be able to see her best friend anymore.  Sure she was close with her cousins and others but she really needed a friend.  Janilsa had discovered that she was gay at around 12-years-old.  Sam was accepting of this but she still only confided this information to a select few people.  In college, she had befriended a Pakistani girl by the name of Luna.  They became decently close but when Sam moved to Florida, Janilsa linked onto Luna to fill the void left by her best friend moving to Florida.  As the years progressed, she found out that Luna was bisexual.  Although Janilsa was financially stable and well off, she refused to move out of her parents’ house in Long Island because she had a misplaced guilt of leaving her father.  Since her job required her to work long hours, she didn’t want to stay in Long Island so ended up staying at Luna’s apartment in the city during the week.  She still kept in contact with Sam but as the years progressed she confided in her less and less, Luna had taken over where Sam used to be.

 

                One day, Sam had called Janilsa and they began having a standard conversation.  Sam asked how she was doing and Janilsa told her that nothing exciting was happening in her life.  Sam knew that Janilsa was dating Luna but since Janilsa was her friend she wanted to make sure that she was dating someone worthy of Janilsa.  Sam started complaining about her boyfriend at the time and then Janilsa opened up about her relationship with Luna.  Sam noticed that this was becoming a pattern.  The first 20 minutes of her conversation with Janilsa was spent on meaningless chit chat and it was only when Sam opened up and allowed herself to feel vulnerable did Janilsa do the same.  To Sam it was like a quid pro quo, I need to hurt myself before you hurt yourself. If Sam didn’t show any vulnerability then Janilsa was a steel trap.  This unnerved Sam because she was so used to Janilsa sharing so much with her but now it seems that the distance really had strained their friendship.  It’s not like Sam never came back to New York, about biannually she would come up and they would always organize a poker game at Janilsa’s house.  It is here that Sam met Luna and immediately concluded that she was a user and no good for Janilsa.  Luna was an admitted pathological liar and Sam, who despised liars, couldn’t approve of this girl for her friend.  On one particular poker game, a friend of Janilsa’s named Ranjit came.  Ranjit had dated Luna in the past and even during their relationship, Sam saw the coldness Luna showed toward Ranjit and after.  She wasn’t delusional enough to believe that she wouldn’t do the same thing to Janilsa.  She told Janilsa as much but to Janilsa nobody’s opinion mattered except her brother’s and her brother liked Luna.  Janilsa told Luna about Sam’s fear just to see how she would respond.  Luna wrote it off as nothing, she hardly knew Sam and in her mind, she had already won Janilsa from her.  Deep down though, she was pissed off that Sam was able to see right through her.  To Luna, this fling with Janilsa was just a game to her.  She wanted to see if she could seduce a lesbian and she had but Luna never considered herself one.  She was a devout Muslim and Muslims frowned upon homosexuality.  Secretly she plotted her revenge on Luna.  She knew just how to do it too. 

Janilsa was extremely forgetful.  She very often left her purse, phones, and other items all over the place.  She had learned to adapt without this technology by memorizing the phone numbers of places she’d be staying so she could just borrow other people’s phones, which she did quite frequently.  Luna had found out from Janilsa that Sam was coming to town.  She knew that Sam, like many people, had conversations via text messages rather than calling people.  She had already decided that she was bored of this experiment with Janilsa but before she broke it off cold turkey, she wanted to extract some revenge on Sam for figuring this out.  While Janilsa was asleep, Luna stole her phone and keys and put them in her purse.  Predictably, Janilsa went to work without either.  The cliché “Out of sight, out of mind” really applied to Janilsa.  Luna had taken the day off work.  She knew that Janilsa’s father not only would be working all day but he also never went upstairs in his own house.  This is one reason Janilsa still lived at home, she looked at the upstairs of her house as her own apartment.  Luna took out Janilsa’s phone and texted Sam that she was working from home and asked Sam if she wanted to come over.  Sam, who hated being at her parents house since she despised her father and had little respect for her mother for staying with her father, readily jumped at an opportunity to be out of her house.  She drove to Long Island and pulled into Janilsa’s driveway.  Luna had been dropped off at Janilsa’s by her sister so that nobody would notice another car in the driveway.  Sam rang the doorbell and was surprised when Luna answered the door.  She didn’t think anything of it as Luna was Janilsa’s girlfriend so why wouldn’t she be over?  It was just odd that Janilsa would invite Sam over too given that Janilsa knows how she feels about her.  Luna’s original plan was to lure Sam upstairs but her anger had boiled over and she closed the door behind Sam, turned around and just as Sam had asked “Where’s Janilsa” Luna kicked her in the stomach, grabbed her hair and yanked her to the ground.  Luna and Sam were of similar size but Luna had the element of surprise and she wasn’t about to waste it.  Before Sam could even figure out was going on, Luna kicked at Sam’s side and stomped on her midsection repeatedly.  All the wind was knocked out of Sam and she was absolutely defenseless in a lot of pain.  Luna used her right leg to straighten Sam onto her back and then straddled her.  She pinned Sam’s arms behind her head with her arms and kissed her neck.  Luna whispered in her ear, “So, you told us how scared you are of being raped, let me get it out of your system for you” as she licked her ear.

Sam said in the sternest voice she could muster, “Get the fuck off me.”

“No bitch, you should have never talked shit about me to Janilsa” as she lowered her arms under Sam’s shirt and rubbed her chest.  Sam was extremely petite so didn’t have very big breasts but feeling Luna’s hands on them was revolting.  She squirmed but that only gave Luna the opportunity to pull her shirt over her head and use it to pin her arms down.  Luna slapped Sam across the face and kissed her from her neck down to her waist.  She was surprised at how easily she had dominated Sam.  The power was intoxicating.  She unzipped Sam’s jeans and slipped her fingers into her panties and into Sam’s dry vagina.  Luna purposely used more fingers than fit comfortably because she wanted to hurt Sam.  Sam had slipped her arms out of her shirt sleeves freeing them and clawed at Luna’s arm.  Luna responded by lying her waist on top of her arm driving her fingers further into Sam.  Luna then used her other arm and lifted her shirt up and shoved her upper body forward grabbing the back of Sam’s head and pulling her under her shirt.  She rubbed Sam’s face in between her breasts twisting her upper body as well.  Luna lied flat to smother Sam and calmly said, “This is for trying to convince Jani to dump me.”

Although Sam definitely didn’t want her face in between Luna’s breasts, she was much more focused on the pain from her vagina.  She had had sex before but not very often and she was always wet for it.  Having things inserted when she was completely dry hurt immensely and she felt her resistance getting weaker and more futile.  After a while, Luna got up off of Sam.  Sam was crying from helplessness as she rolled to the side curled in the fetal position.  Luna lowered herself and removed Sam’s shoes.  She realized it was very easy to maneuver Sam now as she was no longer resisting.  She grabbed the waist of Sam’s jeans and panties and pulled them off in one motion.  Luna completed the stripping by removing Sam’s socks leaving her fully naked.  She looked down at her and said, “No wonder you always keep your legs covered up.  If I had chicken legs like those, I would be ashamed too. Luna stripped herself naked and threw her and Sam’s clothes in the closet nearest the front door.   She helped Sam to her feet bent her over her shoulder and lifted her legs up.  Luna slapped her hand onto Sam’s buttocks and squeezed hard.  She carried Sam upstairs and to Janilsa’s room where she had originally planned to do this.  She placed Sam down on Janilsa’s bed and placed Sam’s face against her groin.  Luna had her legs behind Sam and against the inside of her shoulders keeping her sat up.  She said, “Start licking bitch” as she grabbed Sam’s arms and rubbed Luna’s legs with them.  Luna taunted Sam “don’t you wish you had legs that were this sexy?”

Luna sprang forward lying on the bed with her vagina shoving Sam’s face to the bed.  She said eerily calmly, “Sam, either you start licking or you’re going to suffocate like this”

Luna took Sam’s hands and continued to caress her own legs with them and moved them up to her buttocks as well.  Sam was losing breath and acquiesced.  She opened her mouth and started licking Luna’s vagina.  Luna smiled for now she knew that she owned Sam.  After a bit, she slithered her body down  and reached onto Janilsa’s night table and grabbed a harness and dildo.  Luna stood up and put on the harness and strapped the dildo into place.  She crawled onto Sam and thrusted her pelvis driving the dildo into Sam.  She grabbed Sam’s hands and placed them on Luna’s butt pulling them as if Sam was pushing Luna into her.  She wrapped Sam’s legs around her waist and started kissing her neck and sucking her breasts.  She taunted, “Janilsa loves me now, you left her.  I’m her best friend, she likes me more than you, you need to accept that you left her.  I won bitch, don’t you ever talk shit about me to her again”

Luna rolled over so Sam was on top of her.  Luna grabbed Sam’s ass and pulled her toward her.  Blood was oozing onto Stepahnie’s sheets but Luna knew nobody would be coming in here for a while.  She stood up and cradled one of Sam’s legs and drove her against the wall humping her.  She motioned Sam’s hands onto Luna’s butt and squeezed.  She then removed her hands from Sam and reached around and grabbed Sam’s butt again.  She mocked Sam and said, “Now you know what a real ass feels like.  How do you even call yourself a woman?”

Luna pulled herself out of Sam and slapped her across the face and watched as Sam collapsed to the side barely conscious.  Luna in the last bit of humiliation sat Sam up, turned her back to her and jammed Sam’s face into her ass and jeered, ‘That’s right kiss my ass whore”

Luna went into a bag she brought and pulled out a pair of gloves, which she put on.  She reached back in and pulled out a bed sheet.  She lied it on the ground and rolled Sam onto it wrapping her in it and duct taping it together.  Sam had lost consciousness and Luna tried to dead lift her but realized she was unable too.  She went across the hall to Janilsa’s shower and rinsed Sam’s blood off her.  She then walked downstairs and got dressed.  She grabbed Sam’s clothes and put them in her bag along with Janilsa’s soiled sheets.  She lifted Sam’s legs and dragged her toward the stairs and down them.  Luna went through Janilsa’s living room and opened her garage.  She took Sam’s keys from her purse and pulled her car into the garage.  She then went back to Sam and dragged her into the trunk of her car.  Sam drove an SUV so the back opened up.  Luna drove to the hospital and opened the trunk hatch.  She didn’t get out of the car as she was happy to see Sam had tinted windows.  She climbed to the backseat and pushed the trunk open just wide enough for Sam to fit.  Luna then kicked Sam out of the car and on to the street in front of the hospital.  She slammed the trunk and hurried to the front seat and drove off.  She parked Sam’s car by the LIRR station and had her sister pick her up and take her home.  When home, Luna threw everything in the wash and cleaned and dried them before returning to Janilsa’s house and placing her sheets back on her bed.  Luna cleaned the areas she was in and left Janilsa’s house.  Luna’s sister had already gone back to the city after picking up Luna from the train station.  She didn’t know exactly what Luna was up to but she had already agreed to tell anyone that asked that she was in the city with Luna at their apartment all day.  Luna drove her car to the train station and left it there knowing her parents would come pick it up later.  She took the LIRR to the city and waited for Janilsa at her apartment.  She took Janilsa’s phone and deleted all the text messages between her and Sam.  Before she got to her apartment, Luna threw Sam’s phone into the Hudson River.    When Janilsa returned home, Luna acted like nothing happened and spoke to Janilsa normally. 

 

It didn’t take long before someone at the hospital noticed a body shaped sheet lying in the entranceway.  Nobody had paid attention to the car that dropped her off so carelessly and sped off.  Paramedics rushed out with a stretcher and brought Sam in.  They treated her and it didn’t take long for Sam to wake up.  She was a little disoriented and was visibly too shaken to talk.  The doctors had already concluded it was rape and had called the cops who were investigating the sheet.  They wouldn’t find any fingerprints on them as Luna never touched them with her bare hands. The cops didn’t investigate Sam because her medical needs were too great.  One of the nurses had messed up later in the night and bathed Sam fearing an infection from all the blood she had lost.  This killed any physical evidence they may have had.  The next day, Sam had stabilized and was talking.  They called in a psychologist and she was quick to explain that Luna was the one who did this to her.  They let her have a phone and she called her family to say she was okay.  Sam was too infuriated to let her rape bother her just yet.  She wanted revenge.  The next call was to Janilsa at work.  She told her she was in the hospital, and Janilsa immediately left work and went to Long Island to check on Sam.  When there, Sam told her that Luna had raped her.  Janilsa was stunned.  She asked how it happened and the story just seemed too far fetched.  Luna seemed too smart to do this at her house.  Her dad could come home or a neighbor would have seen or a whole host of things.  Besides, how did Luna get into her house in the first place?  She checked her phone and saw no messages to or from Sam from the night before.  She asked Sam where her phone was and Sam blamed Luna.  Janilsa asked if she had told the cops and Sam screamed “YES!” incredulous that that was Janilsa’s reaction.  Janilsa didn’t know what to think.  She felt bad that Sam was in the hospital but Janilsa had known her for years.  Sam was pretty cold hearted and knew that she despised Luna.  She also got involved with very sketchy and grimy men.  Could Sam just be protecting one of them?  No, Sam wouldn’t do that either.  Janilsa was really at a loss.  She stayed with Sam promising she would deal with Luna later but right now she just wanted to be there for her friend.  When visiting hours were over, Janilsa went home and inspected her house.  Her bed was made just as she had left it and she didn’t find any blood.  She remembered that her dad’s cleaning lady came that day so she called her and asked if she saw anything suspicious.  The cleaning lady seemed confused and said she saw nothing.  Janilsa didn’t bother explaining to her what had happened.  She finally managed to call Luna not knowing how she was going to ask her about this.  She got her voicemail and Janilsa just said she’d be staying in Long Island tonight and to call her back when she got the message.

 

Luna got a buzz on her door and knew exactly who it would be.  She hit the intercom and heard, “NYPD, can we come up?”

Luna feigned surprise and buzzed them in.  Luna was a lawyer so she knew her rights.  She said nothing and allowed them to read her her Miranda Rights and take her off.  While in the cop car, she called a co-worker of hers to represent her.  After all, she knew the old saying that “Any lawyer who represents themselves has a fool for a client.”

Luna’s co-worker arrived at the station right around the same time as Luna.  She immediately asked what the issue was.  The cops had already told her when they were arresting her that she was being arrested for rape.  All she did was scoff knowing that that by no means could that be explained in a court of law.  Luna’s lawyer was quick to get the accuser’s name out of the cops and talked with Luna.  Luna chuckled at the name as if she didn’t expect to hear it.  She explained to her co-worker that she had been with her sister at her apartment all day on the date in question and documented how Sam hated her.  Luna’s lawyer didn’t really need anything Luna had told her she went back to the cops and said quickly, “The accuser is someone that is not amicable with my client, do you have any piece of solid physical evidence that would justify holding her or is it merely an accusation from an obviously distressed patient?”

The cops had to admit that they had nothing to hold her so they let her go.  In the car they tried to ask Luna her whereabouts on the night in question but Luna knew she didn’t have to answer any questions. The cops still canvassed the area around Janilsa’s house and Luna’s building but nobody had seen anything.  They did question Luna’s sister, who merely said Luna was with her all day and refused to say more.  She was also a lawyer.  In the end, the cops had to inform Sam that they had no evidence to convict Luna except for her word.  Sam took the news harshly and screamed at the cops and everyone around before she started crying.  She had been in the hospital for a full week now and was just being discharged with no idea how to get Luna back.

 

                Luna had called Janilsa late the day Janilsa had left the message and Luna had spent all day being questioned by the cops.  Luna said, “So, I’ve spent the day being questioned by the cops because of Sam!”

                Janilsa’s said, ‘I know, I don’t really want to talk about this over the phone, I’m coming to the city tomorrow.  We’ll talk then.”

                Luna said okay and hung up.  

 

After many years of dating, Luna had decided to break it off with Janilsa.  She didn’t really care what happened after she attacked Luna.  Making Janilsa believe her was just icing on the cake.  There is no way the testimony from an ex-girlfriend and someone that had a history of dislike toward her would stand up in court in the absence of physical evidence.  As a woman, a jury would be hard pressed to accuse her of rape.   She awaited Janilsa to come the next day and when she did she greeted her platonically and seriously as if she was offended.  Janilsa thought she had energy for this but seeing Luna she knew she wasn’t quite ready for it.  She said, “So, I just got back from the hospital and Sam…well….she’s doing better.” Was all she could muster.

Luna rolled her eyes and said, “Look, I know she’s your friend and all but according to the cops, she’s saying I did this to her.  I mean, you’ve been with me, you know I don’t have a fucking dick to be raping people with.”

“Yea, she said you used a dildo.”

Luna feigned shock and stared at Janilsa incredulously.  She had rehearsed the anger she would express at this moment.  Her advantage was Janilsa rarely lied which means she believed that other people were honest too.  Even though Luna admitted to being a liar, for some reason Janilsa still believed her not to be.  She exclaimed, “What?! Why does that delusional, cold-hearted psycho want to blame this on me?  I knew she hated me but damn, this is just fucking low”  Luna made sure not use the term “Bitch” as that’s what she repeatedly called Sam and may help Janilsa believe Sam. 

Janilsa lowered her head and shook it.  She didn’t know what to think.  She said, “I don’t know why she would either.  I mean Sam isn’t normally a liar.”

Luna started screaming now, “What?  You actually believe her?  She’s obviously emotionally distressed as all rape victims are and she’s embarrassed because she has no idea who did this to her so she came up with my name because she hates me and doesn’t like that we’ve become so close since she moved to Florida.”

Janilsa looked up, “You seem to have this all figured out.”

“Well, I think about shit when I get questioned by the cops.  Conveniently, there’s absolutely no evidence of this.”

“Yea, I didn’t notice anything at my house.”

Luna calmed down, “Why would I do it at your house anyway?”  How did she get to the hospital?”

“The doctors said someone dropped her off.”

“Well there are cameras and shit, didn’t someone see the license plate?”

“Yea, it was Sam’s car.”

“Oh how convenient.”

“Luna, I don’t think Sam set this up.”

“I don’t know her sister is crazy enough to help her do this.  She’s bipolar, smokes pot all day living on disability and has nothing better to do with herself.”

“Now you’re making accusations.”

“Eye for an Eye.”

“So, just tell me did you do it?”

Luna dropped her shoulders and looked hurt just like she had rehearsed.  She said very calmly, “No” knowing that oftentimes people take anything more than the word “no” as an indication of guilt. 

Janilsa just nodded her head; she sat down and exhaled deeply.  She didn’t know who to believe.  She didn’t think Luna was capable of that but she didn’t know Sam to be a liar.  She said more to the table than to Luna, “Then why would she say that?”

Luna sat across from Janilsa and said, “You know there’s really not going to be a good time to do this.  But, I can tell you don’t fully believe me.  I’ve told you before I was just having fun and that I don’t really think I’m bisexual.  This little experiment was fun while it lasted but I just can’t do it anymore.  I need to start getting more serious and thinking about marriage, I’m already 26, so I’m closer to 30 than 20 so I need to start thinking about doing my duty and starting a family.”

Janilsa was speechless.  She’s normally not very emotive but she was devastated.  She held back tears and blurted out, “You do this now?”

“I’ve wanted to for a while, but I kept waiting for the right time but I always convinced myself that it wasn’t now.  Now that you have this doubt in your head, I really can’t live with that.  I have never been violent toward you while we were together and you’re not sure if I’m some sadist.  I’m sorry, but I really need to think for myself here.  I’m really not comfortable with someone that would even entertain that idea.”

“I didn’t accuse you.”

“You don’t fully believe me either.”

Janilsa felt it was fruitless to argue.  Why would you want to convince someone to like you?  It just seemed pointless.  She started feeling guilty for ever bringing it up not realizing that it was actually Luna that pressed the topic.  Even if Janilsa would have remembered that she didn’t blame her.  If she got arrested for something she didn’t commit she wouldn’t be too happy about it.  She didn’t say a word, luckily she kept everything in a bag so she could transport herself easily.  She grabbed the bag and said, “Bye Luna” without looking at her and walked out the door. 

Janilsa had one other friend in the city.  It was late so she couldn’t go back to Long Island.  She called him up and asked if she could come over knowing that he wouldn’t mind late phone calls.  As she expected he actually seemed excited and urged her to come over.  The second Janilsa left Luna’s the tears streamed out.  She cried all the way to her friend’s house then composed herself, wiped the tears away and went up.  She buzzed his buzzer and got buzzed in.  She explained to him that she just broke up with Luna.  He said all the right things but she knew that he hadn’t been in a relationship for as long as she knew him and she had known him for almost 10 years.  She never believed him when he called himself asexual but she had grown to feel safe with him.  He was also friends with Sam and had told Janilsa that he was afraid of Sam even though Sam and he were friends.  Sam hadn’t called him yet about what happened so he heard it from Janilsa for the first time.  Janilsa explained all the events then asked his opinion knowing that he and her never really agreed on things.  Still though, she respected his opinion and he did pride himself on emotionless logic.  Janilsa was too close to Luna to think objectively.  His response was, “Look, I’ve called Sam a sociopath so I’m not going to say that I don’t think she’s capable of something like this but I refuse to believe that she would get herself physically hurt just to get back at someone.  She’s a sadist not a masochist, if she wanted to get back at Luna, she would just con some guy into hurting Luna for her.  You know how she manipulates men, so that seems to be the avenue she would take.  Luna is an admitted liar so her denial is irrelevant to me.  Hell, even an honest person would lie about something this serious.  Breaking up with you, I’m sorry to say, doesn’t prove anything.  I believe she never thought of you guys as seriously as you thought.  Sam wouldn’t protect a rapist either.  You know that I like Luna, she just doesn’t like me so I’m not saying this with any malice toward Luna but logically, I’d believe Sam.”

Janilsa was used to picking apart his arguments but she was in no state to do it now.  She just said “Yea” and internalized her feelings that she believed his comments were based on his indifference for Luna and his friendship with Sam.  If Janilsa were thinking non-emotively, the way she normally did, she would have realized that one of his friend’s biggest criticisms of him was exactly that he sided on the side of the person who was right not who he liked more.  It drove his friends crazy when he sided with perfect strangers to him over his closest and best friends but that was his coldness.  Janilsa’s feelings for Luna would never allow her to admit that she would never believe her capable of what Sam accused her of.  She didn’t say much more on the topic but just went to sleep.  When her friend was in his room sleeping, she let the tears come.  She hated letting men see her cry and her friend wasn’t known to be very empathetic.  Sam went back to Florida and her friendship with Janilsa remained the same, they rarely spoke.  Sam tried several times to bring up what happened to Janilsa but Janilsa just stuck with the facts, there was nothing they could do about it.  Whoever had raped her didn’t leave any physical evidence.  Sam constantly pleaded her case but Janilsa just wanted to forget that it happened, which Sam obviously could never do.  Eventually Sam just stopped bringing it up.  She contemplated revenge but there was little she could do from Florida.  Luna had broken up with Janilsa so Sam couldn’t even focus on breaking them up…though she did try that before and failed.  She would never look at her rape as a way she succeeded.  It hurt her that although Janilsa said the right things, she never got the sense that she fully believed her.  Sam wrote this off as the final straw and accepted that her and Janilsa weren’t nearly as close as they used to be and now never would be.

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