Larry and Yvonne
had been friends for 10 years. They met
their Freshman year of college and remained close when college ended. As is common with school friendships, they
didn’t see much of each other as Yvonne was working and going to graduate
school. She generally disliked men so
when she did have a moment to breathe, she often wanted to have a girl’s night
out, which obviously didn’t include Larry as he is a male. When she did meet up with Larry, they picked
up where it left off and their plutonic friendship didn’t really diminish. At one point, Larry did try to make a deal to
meet up once a month on the 15th but this failed miserably as Yvonne
most often had to cancel. Finally Larry gave
up on his plan and conceded that there would probably be months at a time he
didn’t see Yvonne. This was unlike
college when they saw each other at minimum once a week.
While they
were in college, Yvonne had a psychopathic boyfriend by the name of Ben. He often abused her both verbally and
physically but she would never admit to the physical part. Like most abusive woman, Yvonne would explain
large bruises on her legs and face from dancing mishaps or bumping into
something or just denial of knowing how it happened and writing it off to her
just bruising easily. Larry noticed that
her easily bruised skin didn’t bruise as much when she finally called it off
with Ben. He never mentioned any of this
to Yvonne because while she was with Ben she became enraged and vehemently
defended him, like most abusive woman.
When she wasn’t with Ben she yelled at him for bringing up a horrible
time in her life. As the years
progressed however, Larry realized she always picked bad men to fall in love
with. One time, Yvonne got fed up and
actually blurted out an excuse to this, “Bad men are more confident and that’s
what I’m attracted to.”
This is a
common belief among women who fall for horrible men because they don’t realize
that their don’t-care-about-anything rebel attitude refers to them as
well. At this point, Larry was done
trying to help Yvonne, he knew she would never admit her problem and even when Yvonne
realized the guys she was with really were despicable, she never gave Larry any
credit for his prognostication but projected it on another close friend who
would always praise the guy when she was with him, but attack him and claim she
always felt that way when Yvonne realized he was wicked.
Larry commonly
had a misconceived notion of himself as being violent. This is because as a child, he would get in
weekly fights. Larry was a dork, and was
picked on a lot as a kid, and his reaction would to be respond violently. It got him into trouble but he believed
himself to be better for it. This is why
he had no respect for current anti-bullying campaigns and people blaming bullies
for weak pathetic people who kill themselves because they got picked on. Being bullied gives you the freedom to be
yourself and that mental maturity helps in the long run if you can get through
it. If you can’t, well you probably
would have failed later in life anyway.
What Larry didn’t realize is that after 5th grade, he
outleted his anger to writing dark, violent stories. Throughout high school and college, this
manifested in an overactive imagination where when someone wronged him, he
visualized horrendous things he would do to them in his head knowing that his
imagination was so vivid that he often times forgot it didn’t really
happen. When this happened, he realized
that his subconscious responded as if it did so the situation was moot as he
had already gotten his revenge, even though in reality he didn’t. Although back in his early friendship with Yvonne,
Ben ruined many evenings and he had met Ben on occasion, he never attacked him
physically like he wanted to. His
reasoning was that if he did, Yvonne would never talk to him again, and he
didn’t have many friends and was not a sociable person so making new ones was
hard, so he cherished the friendships he had.
Losing Yvonne as a friend would have devastated him. So, he let Ben be and just tried to make sure
that when he was around, Ben and Yvonne were never alone together. Ben even complimented Larry on this to Yvonne,
but Larry didn’t take it as a compliment.
He knew what Ben knew, Larry was powerless because he owned Yvonne and Yvonne
controlled Larry when it came to their relationship. Nowadays, Larry hadn’t heard about Yvonne
being with Ben in eight years so it was a non-issue.
One day, Yvonne
and Larry met up for drinks. When they
were done, it was late at night and Larry walked Yvonne back to her apartment. Yvonne lived on the Hudson
River in Battery Park and there weren’t many people around late at
night. There was a running route where
joggers gathered during the day but as the weather was cold, they weren’t out
as much. As Larry approached Yvonne’s
apartment, Yvonne’s eyes widened and she jumped back. Larry didn’t realize it but there was a
silhouette near her apartment. To Larry,
it was just some random guy but Yvonne recognized that silhouette
anywhere. It was Ben. Ben approached Yvonne not worrying about Larry
and said, “Yvonne, can I talk to you alone for a second?” as he did 10 years
ago very frequently when she was with a man.
Larry smiled and said, “No, you
can’t” finally realizing who it was
Ben turned to Larry and looked at
him contemptuously as if to say, “we’ve done this before, you’re not going to
do shit.” And said, “Come on man…”
Before he could finish, Larry darted
out his arm and grabbed him by his two carotid arteries in the neck. This is the most effective, non-lethal way to
choke someone as the brain is deprived of blood and the brain uses 20% of all
the bodies’ blood. Larry also knew that
if you controlled the neck, you control the body. He pulled Ben forward and lowered his head
driving Ben’s nose into the top of Larry’s head exploding it on impact. Ben backed up and Larry shuffled toward him
and drove his entire body with a right jab straight into Ben’s hands that were
covering his nose. To Larry’s surprise, Ben
didn’t fall, he took several steps back but only glared at Larry. He stepped forward deliberately and took a
swing at Larry, which Larry ducked under and then unleashed two punches to Ben’s
kidneys. Ben swung his swinging arm
backing hoping to backhand Larry but Larry ducked under once again and slammed
the heel of his palm into Ben’s solar plexus.
Again Ben backed up as the wind had been knocked out of him. Neither man heard it but Yvonne was pleading
with them to stop but she dared not step in between them. Ben came at Larry out of more fury than
brains. Larry twisted his body and put
his left arm on Ben’s left hip and Larry’s right arm on Ben’s right hip and
then twisted back using Ben’s forward momentum to twirl him upside down. Larry interlocked his hands on Ben’s lower
back, Ben’s legs instinctively wrapped around Larry’s neck and his head was
below Larry’s knees. Larry looked down
quickly to ensure that Ben’s head was indeed at Larry’s upper shin. For the first time he looked at Yvonne,
lifted his hands off Ben’s back and raised both his middle fingers at her
before tightening his knees against Ben’s head and dropping to his knees. Although Ben tried to put his arms out, it
was too much weight to support both his and Larry’s falling momentum and his
head crashed against the concrete sidewalk.
Larry leaned forward flattening Ben out on his back. He got up and glanced at Yvonne who looked
shocked.
As Larry was certified in CPR, he
knew that with trauma such as this, the most important thing to do was to
secure the neck and make sure it doesn’t move.
That is why it was the one thing he wasn’t going to do. He grabbed Ben by the head and twisted it as
he used much of his energy to lift Ben dead weight by the head. Larry had to resort to wrapping his arm
around Ben’s head to get more leverage. Ben
was only a few inches shorter than Larry but they were the same weight. Larry was running on pure adrenaline to lift Ben
up but he was determined. Finally he got
him to a standing base, he pulled forward slightly and again diverted Ben’s
forward momentum to get him up in the same position he had before. This time Larry was in no hurry as Ben was
defenseless. He turned toward Yvonne and
smiled before again flipping her off and driving Ben headfirst into the
sidewalk once again. If Ben’s neck
wasn’t broken, Larry didn’t know if he’d be able to break it. He got up and kicked Ben in the side of the
head before walking off. Larry took out
his phone and played the Undertaker’s theme music from his phone as the
maneuver he performed was the Undertaker’s signature move known as “The
tombstone.” To Larry, he didn’t believe Yvonne
would ever talk to him again. He was
okay with that as he never really saw her anyway. Unlike his college days, he was used to going
long months without seeing Yvonne. He
knew that what he did was good for her even if Yvonne wouldn’t appreciate it.
He walked off satisfied with what he’d done.
He knew Yvonne wouldn’t call the cops because she never called the cops
when previously people had harmed her so why would she when someone harmed
someone she knew? He went to the train
and went home knowing the next 48 hours would be stressful as the probability
of being caught for a murder is cut in half after 48 hours. He had seen enough real life shows to know,
that murders were almost always spouses, close friends, or something of that
nature. Larry hadn’t seen Ben in over 8
years. It was dark and nobody was close
enough to make a positive ID except for Yvonne so canvassing the neighborhood
wouldn’t help. Still though, he couldn’t
be certain, so he would just have to wait to see if he’d have to go to
jail. To him, it was worth it. Yvonne was one of his best friends. Larry knew his life wasn’t really going
anywhere. He was asexual, didn’t want to
get married, had already seen 29 countries and was too afraid to leave his job
for something else. He knew that the
years left would see more and more of growing apart from his close friends so
killing for one of them and sacrificing his life were okay to him.
Yvonne watched as Larry walked off
without turning back. She was more
confused than anything. Seeing Ben most
likely be killed in front of her was relieving to her. It was a big weight lifted off her shoulders
but somehow Larry didn’t see that. She
rolled her eyes at how little he understood about her and then looked back at Ben,
looked at Larry’s walking away, and sighed.
Larry’s lack of attention to detail continuously baffled Yvonne. He had just killed a man and walked off. His fingerprints would be all over Ben’s
clothing. Yvonne was a smoker; she
played back the fight in her head and realized that there is only really one
place Larry touched. She kicked Ben onto
his stomach and took out her lighter and lit the back of Ben’s shirt. She took her water bottle and dumped it
around the area skidding her feet around so as to clean up any of Larry’s
fingerprints from when he pushed himself off the ground to get up. She stared at the East
River and realized that dumping Ben’s body would be smart but
there was no way she could lift him and calling Larry was out of the question. Instead she just nonchalantly walked to her
apartment and went upstairs. To her, the
only person that could implicate her was her door man but she had to risk that.
Within 10 minutes, she heard sirens
as someone had called in a body being burned.
She could smell it from her apartment and viewed it as a good sign
because that means the fire got hot and burned some of the evidence. It didn’t take long before the police came
into her building wanting to canvass the area to see what happened. Yvonne had been questioned about Ben multiple
times so was accustomed to lying to the cops.
She claimed she noticed some people talking by the water but she didn’t
pay them any mind. The cops grilled her
for any type of description but she kept denying she got a good enough
glimpse. The cops went away but she knew
they’d be back. As soon as they
identified the body, it wouldn’t be hard to check records and realize that she
had many complaints about Ben in the past.
The only thing that worried her was if Larry called her. Right now, she needed to handle this and Larry
couldn’t be associated with her in that time.
The next day, Yvonne got an expected visit from the police. The cops had identified the body as Ben. She hadn’t left her apartment or answered her
phone all day knowing that anyone she contacted would be questioned about the
murder and she didn’t trust anybody to keep their mouth shut enough in response
to heavy questioning by the police. She
got called into the interrogation room and survived through the cops
questioning her over and over again about Ben and their relationship. She answered the same questions over and over
again always saying that she hadn’t seen him in eight years, they used to date,
she had no idea why he ended up at her apartment, it was probably to stalk her
but she didn’t have any encounter with him that night. The cops even claimed they had a witness who
saw her talking with him but she still denied doubting the validity. Eventually the cops had to let her go,
knowing they had nothing to hold her as they did fabricate the witness. Yvonne went back to her normal routine of
work and school closely monitoring her conversations. After a month went by, she went over to Larry’s
apartment, rang the buzzer and asked to come up. By this time, the cops could gather no new
information and wrote the case off as cold.
After the two days were over, Larry
rested a little easier. Before, he kept
thinking that a cop would come to his door but it never happened. He didn’t contact Yvonne because he figured
she hated him for killing the man she loved.
He went back to his normal routine of work and watching sports. He never felt guilty for what he did but he
did have a burning desire to tell someone.
He wished he could discuss it with Yvonne but he felt that was
unfair. He needed to respect that his
actions had the consequence of never speaking to Yvonne again. It made him sad but he always came to the
same conclusion that he did the right thing.
He searched the news but never found anything about Ben. He found this odd as Battery Park was not a
dangerous area so things like this didn’t happen often but nevertheless the
news didn’t pick up on it. About a month
after the incident, when Larry had put it far in the back of his mind, the
buzzer went off at his apartment. Larry was
shocked, nobody really came to visit unannounced and he hadn’t ordered
food. He clicked the buzzer and asked
who it was. He was shocked to hear Yvonne’s
voice say, “It’s me”
Just to make sure he said, “Me who?
Yvonne?”
“Yea” he heard back very
sarcastically.
Larry buzzed her in and opened the
door. He lived in a 4th floor
walk up so knew he had time before she came up.
He looked around and his place was a mess as can be expected with a man
who lives alone. He didn’t have enough
time to clean so even though he knew Yvonne to be a neat freak, she would have
to endure. Yvonne came in and sat down
on his couch. Larry offered her a drink
and Yvonne wanted alcohol. He responded
he only had rum and beer, both of which he knew Yvonne didn’t drink. Yvonne said, “Better go with a rum and coke,”
knowing that Larry would definitely have soda in his apartment.
Larry made
her the rum and coke and gave it to her.
Yvonne said, “Are you going to make me drink alone?”
Larry poured
himself one and sat down on the couch opposite Yvonne. Yvonne extended her legs across Larry’s lap
as she had done countless times before but this time Larry felt it odd. She started, “You’re an idiot.”
“Okay”
“We need to
rent a car and drive to your parents’ house in Cleveland right now.”
“We both
hate how each other drive”
“Don’t care;
I’ll be more focused on what I have to say to you.”
“Why not
just tell me now?”
Yvonne gave
him a dirty look, “Because you live in a small apartment in the city, which
notoriously has thin walls.”
Larry immediately
saw her point. His neighbor often times
knocked on the wall when his TV was too loud. Even though he’s never heard him
talking in his apartment, he could hear the door four floors down closing and
people walking up. If someone was in the
hallway they may overhear something. He
got up and said, “There’s a car rental place on 87th.”
Yvonne and Larry
went to 87th Street
and rented a car. Larry took the
driver’s seat and headed to the FDR over the George Washington bridge, where he
would be on 80 for approximately 400 miles before he hit the Ohio
Turnpike. Yvonne didn’t waste any time;
the second they were on the FDR, she started “So, do you know why you’re an
idiot?”
“Probably because of what happened to Ben, you’re going to come up with all this crap about how he’s got a posse and back up that are going to come and kill me yatta yatta yatta.”
“Probably because of what happened to Ben, you’re going to come up with all this crap about how he’s got a posse and back up that are going to come and kill me yatta yatta yatta.”
“Yea no”
Larry believed
this because when he would ask her if he wanted him to get physically involved
she said no referencing all the back up he had.
Since this was dismissed so quickly and he was out of options, he said,
“Alright why?”
“Because
you left a dead body in the middle of the sidewalk that had a lot of incriminating
evidence against you. But don’t worry; I
cleaned up your mess.”
“What?!”
“Yea, I had
to light that son of a bitch on fire to burn your finger prints off his
clothes. Then waste my water to pour on
the area just in case it got on the sidewalk and then go past my doorman and to
my apartment. Do you have any idea how
easily I could have been seen? Not to
mention, the cops have detailed files about me and Ben. If you would have just stayed, we could have
thrown his ass in the river and then the water would have concealed the
evidence, he wouldn’t have been found for a couple days and we would have had
time to think. But no, you just stormed
out of there like some cowboy in the Wild Wild West.”
“I thought
you would be mad at me and I didn’t want to deal with you screaming at me.”
“Well you
were wrong, and I couldn’t call you because then the cops would see my cell
phone records as calling you shortly after time of death. Thank God you were smart enough not to call
me.”
“I thought
you wouldn’t want to speak to me again.”
“Yea
because you killed a man that had terrorized and stalked me for like four
years.”
“Yea, the
one you claim to be in love with.”
“I loved
him, past tense”
“Okay, I’m
not quite sure it goes away,”
“Well, I’m
happy he’s dead.”
“You never
wanted me to get involved before.”
“Because I
thought you’d get hurt asshole”
“I can see
you’re not afraid of me.”
Yvonne hit Larry
despite the fact he was driving. Larry didn’t
lose control of the car but chuckled. Yvonne
continued. “Why would I be? You can’t hurt me”
Larry nodded,
and said, “So what happened?”
“I got
questioned by the cops repeatedly I kept denying. Thank God nobody saw us and now I think it’s
safe but you and I can never talk about this.
I just need to tell someone.”
“We can
tell people, but we need to make sure it’s in a private place so we won’t be
overheard.”
“Yea we
should tell our closest mutual friends.”
“Yea”
“So, have
you told anybody?”
“No, I was
always afraid someone would rat me out. I
didn’t want anyone to ask you. To be
honest, I was waiting till I went to Cleveland . I know a couple people who would never go to
the cops with this.”
“Yea
because they probably know about me and Ben.”
‘Yea but
they don’t know you, so it’s okay.”
“This is
what I was most afraid of. You suck at
keeping your mouth shut. Do me a favor, don’t
tell ANYBODY about this, let me bring it up to people. Clearly I know how to do this better than you
as I’ve already lied to the cops.”
“Yea, it’s
a little worrisome how easily you handled that.”
“How do you
know it was easy?”
“Because it
wasn’t on the news, and you didn’t get arrested, I was never questioned,
nothing came of it.”
‘Yea,
unfortunately, the piece of shit you took care of gave me a lot of practice.”
“That’s one
good thing that came from him. We’re
like Bonnie and Clyde ”
Yvonne glared
at Larry, “Except I don’t kill people.”
“True”
“You’d be
in jail if it wasn’t for me.”
“I agree”
“Why did
you flip me off by the way?”
“Because I
thought you still had feeling for him and you were routing for him in the
fight.”
“Why would
you think that? I was telling both of
you to stop.”
“Just
assumed because of the way you protected him back in college,”
“Yea well
I’m not 19 anymore.”
“Unfortunately,
neither am I.”
“By the
way” Yvonne started in a soft vulnerable voice made to engender sympathy from
men, “Thank you”
Larry looked
over and smiled and said, “My pleasure.”
Yvonne
nodded and smiled back, “I feel so free now, like a weight has been lifted off
my shoulders, the son of a bitch is dead” as she rose her arms. Larry chuckled, Yvonne regained her composure
and said, “You’re the only person I can react that way around so that reaction
stays between you and me.”
“Okay”
“Okay”
There was a
long silence as everything was said. Larry
changed the subject and said, “So, do you really want to go to Cleveland or should I turn around now that
we’ve talked about this,”
“No, go, I
want to get away and I like your parents.”
“Alright,
I’ll call them and tell them we’re coming.”
Larry called
his parents and told them he was surprising them with Yvonne. They spent the weekend there and then went
back to New York . Larry didn’t tell anyone but Yvonne mentioned
it to trust worthy people that were close to both Larry and her. They remained friends and things went back to
normal, Larry didn’t see Yvonne very often but when he did, they picked up
right where they left off. Nothing ever happened with the Ben murder case. It stayed cold.
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